i'm kinda disapointed.

i'm kinda disapointed because i was looking at my planner and trying to plan out all the things i'll be doing over my winter break.

i wanted to go to la for a week. i havent been there since june. and i miss it. a lot. plus family is gunna be there. ana, helen and mark are gunna be in town from chicago also.

but it turns out that i'd most likely NOT gunna happen.

cuz i have to babysit on jan 3 and jan 5 is my dads birthday and i also have to babysit on jan 8.

i cant go before that because theres finals,

than its:

-salazar christmas party.

-than christmas.

-than vegas to see jacquelyn before she leaves to hong kong a semester abroad.

-than back before new years.

i wont have enough time to visit la

so i might go on the 15th or 16th cuz the 19th theres no school.

...i really miss helen and ana.

and i really miss la.

and i really miss jessica.

and i really miss gafas.

and i really miss my 祖母

and i havent seen my mom in forev.

and now for some GOOD NEWS:

yesterday i found an old mixed tape i made a few years ago.

each of the sides have their own title-

side A: maybe we're meant for eachother

side B: even when you're not working you still know how to work it!

suprisingly, im still digging it.