you can have my viking heart.

there's a lot of chaos going on in my head.
im glad i was able to take a long walk yesterday
and had alone time with my dog and with my moon.
it always clears my head.

i've been having mental distractions that occupy my time.
plus the semester is coming to a close.
so the work load is heavy right now.
and i keep wanting to escape.
but i can't.
i'm very focused in my studies
and im getting good grades.
i'm getting A's for goodness sakes.
so i'm ok.
sometimes. i just need to take a breather.
especially lately.

this past weekend was really good.
i went to an evangelism training conference for college students who want to create or progress a movement on their campus'.
it was extremely helpful and completely centered me.
i also got to spend some time with tammy, who is such a sweetheart.

lately i've been listening to music with a calmer pace. it's been mentally soothing.
i got a mixed tape last week that i really dig and i've been listening to it a lot.
there's a song on the tape that i've falling in love with. its called: the shredder, by little wings.
*sigh* it makes me melt. its such a lovely song. words cannot describe the feelings it portrays.

i'm just very grateful for all the things going on in my life right now. even all the stress.

when finals are over i want to spend a whole day at the beach.