Time & Doubt

today was such a beautiful day.
i attended a bbq at a senior home and rehab center.
i met emma and talked to her most of the time.
i got her some food drink and snow cone.
she enjoyed herself as well as the others.
it was nice.and it was a beautiful day for a bbq.

after i got home i got inspired to write.i came up with two things.

they still feel very raw since i've just written them today. but sometimes raw is just fine.

-I'm Scared Too-
I squint my eyes
I know it's comming.
Deep in my mind
I start to panic.
Take my hand,
Let's get out of here.
"Oh no"
He says
"Lets wait it out,
Our answers come from
Within our doubt."
I want to flail away but,
You hold my hand instead
And say "it's ok sweetheart,
Im scared too."
And so we stay.
And our world
Becomes clear.

-Let's slow down-
The hours in a day.
They just slip away,
Slip away.
There's not enough time
In a day to sit for
A cup of tea.
Grabbing everything
In a hurry.
Everything becomes to-go.
The hours in a day.
They just slip away,
Slip away.
There's not enought time
In a day to just stop for
A good conversation.
We can slip pass eachother
Shake hands and
Say our names in passing
But it just seems like
The hours in a day ,
They just slip away,
Slip away.
There's not enough time
In a day to make time.
But lets try for a change.